what if u were livin yours instead of hatin mine?

why are we here? what is the purpose of life? although these seem like pretty deep metaphysical questions I will try and approach them in this blog. Since the dawn of time humanity has been tryin to improve its standing in the world, and so far we seem to have succeded. If we are doing so good then, why is their still problems. I beleive humanity is doing great, but there are some things we need to improve. one is all the hate not just in the world but in our country. We look down on a variety of people in this country wether it is because of their skin color, religious beliefs, sexual oreintation or other things. I think the reason we look down on people is because we think we can change people. I dont think we should try to change anyone. In america if you dont have money then you worthless, I hate that feeling. Although I was not born into poverty I went to a "wealthy" school known as dunlap. Even though I hate to sterotype Im going to have to say the majority of the people there were spoiled beyond belief. Kids drove cars to school that cost more then most of the houses I've lived in, and they looked down there nose at those who didn't have a nice car or wear designer jeans. I couldnt stand my school just because of the majority of the people who went there, people there didnt understand to concept of respect and friendship. Someone would talk nice to your face when they wanted something, but then the second your back was turned they would talk bad about you. people there would use you to get what they wanted then throw you away like a used tissue. Which brings me back to my poin. What if we took the money the differneces away from those people, then they would have nothing to brag about, sometimes I think that the only problem with our society is the $.

go home fag?

first off im sorry if the title and the contents of this story offend anyone, im not a judgemental person. Second im not really sure why I posted this here other then i wanted someone to read it, and this seemed like the place to put something i want read. Third, this is unfortunatley a true story, so i apologize if anyone is upset about the graphic language which is about to follow. you've been warned........ read on.

It was your average saturday night in peoria, I was taking my little brother to see a movie, btw if you're looking for a childrens film with a twisted plot line check out 9, the movie had just ended and a friend of mine who works at the theater was outside talking to me as we smoked a cigarette. A co-worker of his who happens to be gay was outside holding hands with his boyfriend and talking. Then, two people walked up and threw a drink at my friends co-worker, and called him a dirty aids infested homo. Now, there's two things in this world that set of my realativly long temper fuse, and people making stupid comments like that is one of them, so like any good person i politley told the angry young man to go and fuck off. Now that didn't sit to well with him. He started ripping in on me and my friend calling us dirty fag lovers and a slew of other bad name. Now, there is something you have to understand about my friend, even though he only wighs 140 lbs he is one of the toughest strongest people i know, in fact he lived in georgia for awhile and was the #4 wrestler in the state, he is also extremley loyal and will help his friends out no matter what. So what happens happens and a fight looks like it's about to break out when a city police officer comes up, he calmly asks what the problem is and when I told him my side of the story he responds that next time I should just keep my nose out of other people business and go home before he decides to lock me up for public disturbance. SO as im leaving my little brother and I are riding home, and he asks me why I would stick up for a gay person, I asked him what was wrong with being gay and he responded that everything was and that it was unnatural, i asked him where he learned that and he told me church. I really am starting to wonder what is wrong with the U.S.A, where people can't even respect the right to let people make their own choices, and fail to understand the fundemental right to persue happiness no matter what happens.